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would you, yes you,
would you personally want to get hit by an arrow that's heart shaped? and i'm pretty sure the heart is typically kinda big... makes no sense really.
cupid... has to shoot people so that they'll fall in love... seems kinda fake, doesn't it?

never been a fan of valentine's day. even when i had a boyfriend. i'm not sure what we did on valentine's day, but it wasn't very special.
the day before, we watched valentine's day, and then the next day, we watched another movie, grabbed lunch, found out car battery had died, waited with the car for the guy from RAC, and missed the other movie we were going to watch.

meh.

if you love me, show me... when you're actually feeling love for me. not on a day when it seems to be your obligation.

lights, camera, action!

everyone puts on a pretty new face. especially if they like someone.
I have the serious problem with - when i know i won't really see them much throughout my life - I put on the face of the perfect girl. I mean, it's usually a guy I do this with... because girls aren't really into the perfect girl... :P
but I try to be the girl they want... it's not something i choose to do... it's just something i've noticed that i do. I'm so desperate to make them like me, that i do everything.
I do the nerd thing, the drama queen thing, and basically every thing except for the sporty chick thing... I just seriously can NOT do that...

and what i've noticed is that i let the guy win arguments if i like him... but it'll never last.
I do NOT lose arguments!!
after letting a guy win about... 6 arguments... i will seriously want to kill him.
so it's best that i don't do anything silly like that.

I'm just wondering, if i don't really notice that i put on a face... what is my real face?
and does anyone else ever feel the way i do?

pshh... of course not! I'm a teenager, and I am destined to be alone with the same problems as everyone else!

responsive.

it's time for a very interesting conversation kids!
if you have not yet had "THE TALK" with your parents, then you might want to get onto that before proceeding.

*elevator music*
INTERMISSION

okay, now we're back...
Today, we're going to have an interesting conversation about the BIG V.
if you don't get that, I'm saying we're going to talk about Virginity. geez.
Anyway, I'm sure most of us have that rare friend or two who have "lost their virginity"... now, that's where the problem lies.
What is it with all these teenagers losing something like that! I'd say it's something kind of important...
But i don't understand why people say they've lost it...
I mean, for those that actually love the person they "lost" it to, wouldn't it be more like "Giving"?
like, "I gave them my virginity"?
i mean, it's understandable to people who made a big mistake and regret it... that word... "lost"
but to use the word "lost" when you "love" the person, sounds like you didn't intend it to happen and that it's gone forever now and there's not much you can do to change it...

Since I have neither lost nor given away my virginity, i'm really not a specialist on the subject... but i was just thinking.
Plus the word "lost" kinda just makes it sound like the person you "lost" it to doesn't really matter much...
like "where's your pencil?" "oh, i lost it to Jason." ... sounds like you bet it, or fought with him for it... not the kind of thing you'd think of for someone you love, right?
but "where's your pencil?" "oh, i gave it to Jason." is like Naaaww... you like him then, don't you?
just thinking in writing (that's my bloggy take on "thinking out loud")


Also, every time I go on facebook (which is now all upside down :D ) I keep thinking I should change my status... just because it's all lyrical, I keep thinking i've got a duty to change it... but then I remember that I changed it twenty minutes ago... oops.

hansel and gretel.

back from an AWESOME day at the open markets in Busan with mum.
So happy that we didn't invite any of the other women with us, because we had the best time! such a good chat.
It was lovely.
Bought so many cool little things with mum.
A few presents... mostly little accessories and stuff...
quite happy.

So, still can't wait to come home... 7 DAYS!!!!!! YAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!
Got so many things to do, and so many new things to show off!! YAY!!

starting to get things in my life organized... yeeeeaaaaah!!!
alrighty then... can NOT wait!
love y'all!

see ya's!

in new light

i feel like shouting at someone.
i'm not so happy. this isn't fun.


am obsessing a little bit...
I want to go see Andrew McMahon but he's not coming into Perth...
It's so unfair!!
Okay, so, what do I do...?
Well, first I'm going to approach daddy and ask him if I can go.
I'll go alone, i guess... The only other person I know who'd be worth going with, daddy would rather shoot me... So, i'd have to get that person and a +1.
Have SO much to work on...
Already looking at the place, how far it would be to drive, and how long...
then also, how much to fly, and where and how long.
Luckily, uni O-Week has been shifted to the 16th rather than the 14th.
SO YAY!

Will have a whole plan.
Need to talk to daddy.

Time to start working!

And OFF we go!!

rawr old-school hip-hop

cypress hill... a tribe called quest...

aaah guilty pleasures!

*SPOILER*!!! For House season 5...

KUTNER KILLS HIMSELF!?!?!?
WHAT!!?!?!?!?
ARE YOU KIDDING!?!?
THAT IS A RIDICULOUS WAY TO GET RID OF HIM!!

Okay, so the actor Kal Penn started working at the white house for obama... They got rid of him on the show. BY KILLING HIS CHARACTER!
there was no reason. it was ridiculous. grr.
I'm mad.