the impotence of being earnest.

i blog.
i tried to vlog.
i find it's SO much easier to express myself in writing.

well, i'm on my way to portugal now... will be fun... am kind of apprehensive due to the whole "rejected by the people who were gonna have me at their's" thing.

I'm determined. I'm gonna go somewhere, and I'm gonna do something.
you just watch.